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Another night waiting for someone to take me home.
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| 5:08:27 PM breanne: Happy anniversary. I didn't forget.
5:08:36 PM Arrogant Boy: it's tomorrow!
5:08:44 PM breanne: Goddamn it!
well, it's today now. so happy anniversary, baby. <3 | stories: 2 stories told ~ tell a story   |
| i'm just trying to remind myself that it's only this one comm that has ever had a problem with that character.
i don't read threads that aren't mine/don't have to do with my plots. i don't have the inclination and, usually, i don't have the time. i'd rather hear about what's going on from the characters, if at all. much like in real life. realism is still a thing, right? maybe not here. but anyway. i'm in other threading comms. at least one, anyway. no one at amat cares if you don't read other peoples' threads. and no one cares if you do. i feel like this is a good model. so i don't really get why i'm suddenly getting called out for not "reading something that's not mine."
lincoln loves this character. holy shit, do they love her. that sounds egotistical or whatever, but she has at least four good, close friends, a boyfriend, and 10+ people who would literally kill for her. we know this because there's a specific character who is going to be killed on her behalf. and there's ten people who actively want to do it. so, i think i'm safe in saying lincoln loves her.
and then blueridge. i wrote a seriously fucking long app for blueridge. it ended up at 3280 words, so, long. and it has the most out there history i've ever given her. and the mod said it would be accepted. not in so many words cause that would be kinda bad form, but "she'll make a great addition to the community," "she's a great character," and "i peeked at your edits and like what i see" send a pretty clear message imo.
it is only this one little clusterfuck of a community -- that was described by an "insider" as really elitist and deceptively friendly -- who's ever had a problem with her. so does it bug me? yes, it does. i can admit that. because people are saying bad things about me in public. it's okay to be bothered by that and admitting it is probably healthy. however, i have a feeling that if someone who knows me well sees it, they will go "that doesn't sound like you." that happened last night, all i told a friend was "i got rpvented on IJ" and she came back with a link to the vent in the form of "*link* ? that doesn't sound like you though." and someone who doesn't know me well probably won't connect it to me.
shit happens. we move on. breanne thinks they're just happy that their passive aggressive bullshit drove us off, but mad that it didn't cause a storm of butthurt on the way out. i handled things as gracefully and calmly as i could, acknowledged my mistakes, and tried to show no hard feelings on my way out. if that community and those players choose to harbor resentment for me, that's their choice. i'm just gonna get off rpvents for a little while and let it pass. and everyone will forget about this in a week. | | stories: tell a story |
| My parents are divorced.
To anyone on my flist whose parents are still together, I really hope that you thank whatever you believe in for that every day. Because you can't understand what it's like, and it's something I wouldn't wish on anyone.
My parents got divorced legally when I was fifteen, although they've been broken up since I was 5 or 6. They shielded me from it, I thought it was normal for your mom to live with another man in another house from your dad. It wasn't until I was put in a program at school for kids of divorce when I was 9 that I realized anything was wrong with it. However, I got to carry the divorce papers between them when it came time for that. Which was nice, because we'd taken a divorce class that specifically said not to do anything like that. Thanks, mom, wow, you're right, you don't need sensitivity training at all.
I started talking about it with my dad last time I visited him. I started crying and he said "I'm sorry, honey, I thought you had dealt with all this." I'm never gonna "deal with this," Daddy. It will always be the absolute shittiest thing that has ever happened in my life. Mom and Daddy getting divorced tops that list. It outranks an alcoholic parent, sexual assault, and being gay combined, by more than a whole bunch. And if you've never experienced it there is no way to communicate to you what it's like.
I'm terrified that one day I'll get divorced and put my kids through this. I don't think I'd ever forgive myself if I did that. It is the scariest fucking prospect in the world. | | stories: 3 stories told ~ tell a story |
| Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.
This may never start, we could fall apart
Now listen up, she's razor sharp
You could have been all I wanted
Light
Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you
If I should die before I wake it's cause you took my breath away
Oh, you look so tired
Where it began, I can't begin to know
Celebrities want me to do their hair and makeup
My batteries died some time ago
I'm a trickster, burn so brightly
Comparisons are easily done once you've had a taste of perfection
I'munna get free, I'munna get free, I'munna get free, ride into the sun
You remind me of a former love
I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
Oh yeah? That's what you think
Waking up without you, it doesn't feel right
Long ago, just like the hearse you'd die to get in again
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
They tried to make me go to rehab, I said no, no, no
Something takes a part of me | | stories: tell a story |
| | i shouldn't be allowed near people when i'm PMSing. i legit want everyone to stay the fuck away from me right now so hard. | | stories: 4 stories told ~ tell a story |
| 1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine.
2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal.
01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favourite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favourite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What colour eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favourite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favourite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you? | | stories: 3 stories told ~ tell a story |
| | The first TEN people to comment in this post get to request a drabble/drawing/icon of any pairing/character of their choosing from me. In return, they have to post this in their journal, regardless of their ability level. If you absolutely can't write, I don't see why you wouldn't be able to offer drawings or icons or something instead. | | stories: 5 stories told ~ tell a story |
| why can't i sleeeeeep.
i slept for 2.5 hours and woke up an hour ago and now i can't sleeeeeeep. | | stories: tell a story |
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Another night waiting for someone to take me home.
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